So dark is my light

My demons were so right
To leave me here... 

So painful my fight
As every night when I lay down to sleep
I listen to my heart, 
Expecting it to stop it's beating.
But every morning sun
Wakes up the sadness in me once again.

Deep down in this river
I'm sure I'd be free.
I know I would shiver
And surely could not see a thing.

But maybe all that matters not
I might even remember what I forgot.
The reason of it and of it all.
The rise and, yes for sure, also the fall.

Let go of me, my friend.
You do not understand.
The pain I'm going through
Is only because... because of you.

So dark is my light
My demons were so right
To leave me here... 
So painful my fight
As every night when I lay down to sleep
I listen to my heart, 
Expecting it to stop it's beating.
But every morning sun
Wakes up the sadness in me once again.

You see now how it ends, 
I lay it in your hands.
Take care of it my friend, 
In case you... understand... 

So dark is my light
My demons were so right
To leave me here... 
So painful my fight
As every night when I lay down to sleep
I listen to my heart, 
Expecting it to stop it's beating.
But every morning sun
Wakes up the sadness in me once again.